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Saturday, 8 May 2010

Good-Bye to You...

I've finally done it - I've realized that I can't let you hurt me anymore. I'm done with you...but before I go I have a few things to say to you.

At best I was a convenience to you, at worst you despised me. At best you paid me lip service, at worst you showed me your true feelings, behind closed doors. No more do I let you turn my life upside down. I'm done with you whittling away at all the good parts of me. I'm done letting you treat me like less than dirt on your shoes, and I'm done making excuses for you. You weren't the man I deserved. I don't care if you've changed, it makes no difference to me, the point is that you were mean, hurtful, dismissive, and abusive to me. And while you said you were sorry, I don't belive you were sorry for your actions. I believe you were sorry because you lost what you had.

So now I'm moving on to all the happiness that I have MADE FOR MYSELF. I didn't fall into it, I looked for it, found it, and made it my own. You will never, ever, take that away from me again.

Good Bye...I'm done.